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About ME♥ weee^^ i love my life that God gave me... i dun care what ppl say about me... and i like the way just i am...this is definitely me...kakaka XD i love to SMILE a lot this is because i want everyone around me to be happpie *no fake smiles* Like♥ Everything that is important to me!!! and i love all of it... Family is my priority in my LIFE♥ Hate♥ Seeing my family and friends get hurt or fighting... I HATE THAT!!! ♥ well that is ME i guess ♥ ... History August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 Darlinks emily[sista]♥ Dear[Cheryl]♥ Dear[charmaine]♥ Dear[Amanda]♥ friend Tag |
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Monday, August 23, 2010 first day of class... kakaka XXD guess wat... i cut my hand again... XP but this time more geng de is... i burn dou my hand... but the grilling was fun... XDD hope all of you enjoy ya... and we shall rock the sampling on the fourteen... though is a very tiring day... but learn a lot of thing... after class went dinner with my friends and dear... hohoho... i walked the whole TS also din buy dou one shoe... u say i geng mou... thanx to my dear cheryl and amanda who acc me walk walk... wooohooo... i told cheryl finally really let go of it le... so now i am free... i din HATE you... that the last thing i would say jor... you wan how think den how think la... m guan ngor geh si... hehe i really wanna thanx to ALL OF MY DEAR!!!! for always being there for me whenever i need you all... listening to my problems and giving me advices... because of you all make me realize that how important to cherish a friendship... hehe dear I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! =D muackzzz....  by YOURNAME @ 10:00 AM(22/8)
Sunday, August 22, 2010 wooohooo.... had a lot of fun playing tennis today with my dear amanda... finally she is LAUGHING... =D thank God after so many day... dear i hope u will recover soon ya... ^^ hmmm... tomolo START SCHOOL... hehe... new sem new beggining and new life... well i learn and gain a lot of knowledge the first sem... will still grow and learn... hehe... dear friends forgive me if i have done anything wrong to you all... well i hope nothing bad will happen the second sem... well... went to my phone de calender to check the date... den see dou 23 i put a reminder... den ma go see see lo.. erkkkk... 100 days... well if we are still together den mean tomolo is the 100 day... hmmm... hehe... just hope you are happie as always ba... kekeke XD went to church today... and VBS is coming and need a lot of help... still thinking should i help or not... cause is very tiring... XXD well after today my life will be loads of assignments and presentation to do... GOOD LUCK!! XP Labels: ♥clare♥ by YOURNAME @ 6:30 PM(21/8)
Saturday, August 21, 2010 whootss... early morning today went to mei mei house for youth^^ well had a lot of fun... i know i miss a lots of thing... and finally i can find peace too whenever i am in God presence... i dun have to be worry and fear anything... cause i know God is always there for me... ^^ hehe... thanx to my both brother for the icebreakers and leading the worship... though is the first time but it is really good... support support XXD and wat we learn??? well victor today share us the four types of love^^ the first one will be epithumia love... and the best way to defines this kind of love will be ANDREA... her LOVE toward cheese... the second one will be phileo love... Phileo love is having tender affection toward your mate. Most friendships are built on phileo love. Phileo love is that "something" that you see in another person that draws you to be their friend. the third one will be eros love... will be more focus on marriage relationship... and the last one will be storge love... Storge is a physical show of affection that results from a pure motive. It may be a hug, a kiss, or another expression of genuine affection. hehe this is what i learn from today youth... hehe... have a lot of fun... home alone at home at night whole day watching ghost movie... haha...whole family went out liao... but still had a lot of fun chatting with amanda dear... dear the pain hurts sure need time to heal de lo... is not one day den can settle all thing de... is take time... stay strong ya dear... add oil +u+u and as for charmaine dear... if he scold you one more time... dun give him face lo... you also need yr chun yim... dun give him scold you like that... he at least need to respect you even he is mad or not happie... cheer up okie... this time is not yr wrong... i support you 99... hehe... nite nite everyone... that only for today... Labels: ♥clare♥ by YOURNAME @ 9:14 AM(20/8)
Friday, August 20, 2010 RESULTS!!!! definitely is not at my expectation... thought i could at least get CGPA for 3.0 but i just get 2.75... hmmm i will do my very best the next sem... thank God for everything... hehe... to all my friends... CONGRATZZZ!!!! next sem weeee... separate to two groups again our class... hmmm... hehe... i really hope that all of us could still work together next sem^^ cause really many things happen le during this sem break... friends who use to talk and play like crazy last time but now... like stranger... like dog and cat... haiz... hope it will be better ba you two... seeing you two fighting, quarreling and blaming each other really childish... learn to forgive and forget... finally amanda dear you are smiling^^ just make the right choice okie...i am a good example for you d... dun become like me ba... hehe dun wanna see you walking back the same path where i been before... hehe... still happie le seeing u smile back... =D by YOURNAME @ 7:32 AM(19/8)
Thursday, August 19, 2010 ouchhh... someone just stab me again...but this pain was really not there... finally yesterday i could be myself without caring who you are and where are you... for the first time i feel so free and easy whenever you are around... cause i really wanna let go all of everything... i wanna move on... what can i say is time heal^^ hehe... thanx to my dear amanda, DEER alan and songchee daddy^^ for all the comforting and advices^^ i know both of us also got wrong... so i will never blame anyone again... woohooo... tomolo results will be coming out^^ like i said i did all my best and all the rest i leave it to God... i hope i wont let my mum down... hmmmm this kind of feeling is like i were back to taking SPM result that day... i din even dare to look at my results... ended is my friend who help to see at my results... kakaka... XXD hope i wont do the same thing again ba... doink doink doink...amanda dear... you can do it!! i will support you de...^^ by YOURNAME @ 6:54 PM(17/8)
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 wohooo.... today go sing k with cheryl, MT and nana... song dou bao arhhh kakakaka... all fire also gone d... yesterday i really very very angry... although i dunno izzit i think too much but i can feel it... i really dunno wat u wan... i dunno wat i do before is good or bad... i lie to you... just because i dun wan to let you know i know the truth... but seems like i am doing the wrong thing.. stop blaming me for all the wrong can ma??? dun wanna talk about it anymore... dear cheryl thanx for listening to all of my e e o o... i know my attitude very very bad jor... and sorry if i had say dou anything bad... i dun mean it... i really see dou very sien d.. so i will listen to wat you say... never never go see that 'ppl' de profile... den i wat also wont know and i wat also no need to care... if wat you say is really true de den let time prove all thing ba... hehehe... hmmmm talk to cheryl bebeh last nite... SECRET cannot say de... but that BEBEH go tell cheryl for wat arhhh??? i told u to keep it as secret de ma??? not meh??? hmmmm.... hope u will fast fast decide wat u wan la... ppl who wait really very san fu de... ya she will wait but not forever... pls dun miss out yr chance when u have one... dear i will support you de... dun give up... i know u very very tired... excited... tomolo college got fashion show... kakakka XXD go college tomolo to meet my dear amanda... i miss her a lots... and we should chat whole day i dun care...i got so many thing wan say... XP nite everyone... hehe sleep lo.. XXD Labels: ♥clare♥ by YOURNAME @ 9:26 AM(16/8)
Monday, August 16, 2010 hmmm... MT dear... u need to be strong... just dun care wat ah hou tell you... time will prove all thing de lo... as long you trust him den can d and is enough... he even can cry just to prove to you... like that still not enough ma??? i really hope that yr bf is him lo... i really hope he really did that to me when i doubted him that time... but all he could say is that i dun trust him... so dun think too much d lo... today i went to malacca for a one day trip with mt, nana and mt de BF... have a lot of fun... we ate chicken rice... although i cant eat but i still eat^^ den our second trip... we went to a shopping complex and i dunno where izzit n wat the name... haha... went for a movie... MONGA... NOT NICE... dun watched... sien dou bao arhhh that movie... watched till almost wan end d we go back jor... hmmm on the way go back to kl raining heavily... there goes me... EMO again... thinking a lot... grace saying that person is who... but at the end i gave up once again... and i dun wanna think about it anymore... cause i know no matter how hard and how far i try... it will always be someone else but not me... once again i gave up... =) Labels: ♥clare♥ by YOURNAME @ 9:24 AM(14/8)
Friday, August 13, 2010 finally i have that mood to update my blog^^ i really really very very happy... hahaha... i dunno how to express it lo... thanx for caring... i really miss it a lot... really really a lot... you dunno how much it mean a lot to me... but you really giving me back hope again... but i am afraid to accept the truth... even though i still love you... stomach pain jor two day... i am going crazy jor... dunno why will pain till like that... haiz... hope it will be better ba... this whole week i really enjoy very very much with all of my friends... thanx for making me happy... my life will be so dull if i dunno you all... watch jor three day de movie hor... also sit back at the same place... really addicted to cinema d... haha... doink!! happy happy happy!!! but think holiday almost over d T.T sad sad lo... huhuhu i love my BABY LUNG... kakaka XDD =.= Labels: ♥clare♥ by YOURNAME @ 11:33 PM(9/8)
Monday, August 9, 2010 gek lo... second time d lo... issshhh... if really dun need my help de den dun call me go lo... waste my time leh... u think i so free arhhh??? i also got thing to do de leh... no next time d.. seriously... should listen to alan... =.= haiz... my attitude is getting from bad to worse d... i dunno why i will become like that de lo... sometime feel dou very sorry to my friends and family... always get scold from me for no reason... seriously i am trying very hard this few day to get you out of my head... i am just afraid of getting hurt again... so pain.. the more i lie to myself the more i will get hurt... so i decided to face the truth lo... yes i am not happy.. yes i am very very sad... and i hate to pretend that there is nothing ever happened between us... everytime seeing you both together is just killing me!!! but i learn to be strong and to face it... the pain in my heart teach me how to be strong... i learn a lot this time... first is to open my eye big big when see ppl... (quoted from someone) second that is always staying on the safe side... (not in a selfish way) third that is learning how to let things go no matter how important that thing is to you... so so so... man man lai lo... will not let our past hold us back... like i said now is now and past is past... cheer up clare... everything gonna be alright soon... will fight till the very end... and i am not giving up that easily... and as for you... i should start to say bye bye to you d lo... no more hope... and no more waiting... as long you are happy with what you have now den is enough for me d... and i will never asked for more... Labels: ♥clare♥ by YOURNAME @ 9:33 AM(5/8)
Thursday, August 5, 2010 why i keep have this kind of thinking???? still got hope mar??? haiz... but i seriously really dunno is good or bad... but please just dun give me any hope... i really very scare... i really hate myself really hate myself... i cant stop thinking... my mind keep spinning... cant sleep... NSC can you pls stop... i dun wan to give you any hope... i dun wan you misunderstand my care towards you... i dun trust you... i really dun... how can someone who say she love HER so so much den saying you love me after that???? i dunno wat you wan from me... but this time i am so gonna stay on the safe side... i dunno wat you three are doing... i dunno wat you all three wan... but pls pls pls... just dun bring along... i very very tired of this... i want to forget everything that had happened to me be4... i know is never an easy thing but i will try and i need time!!! Labels: ♥clare♥ by YOURNAME @ 12:58 AM |